Love & Lust
Oh for fuck's sake..
Frustrations in bullets!
- I am becoming more and more frustrated about Tetris Battle. I don’t know what’s wrong w/ me but I can’t seem to improve on my skills. Lol. I’m stuck at levels, 25, 26, 27, and 28 and rank 29 seems to be so impossible for me. Hay, why. I’ve also tried playing Tetris Battle literally ALL DAY LONG yet nothing seems so improve. If this frustration gets worse than ever, I might as well quit playing Tetris Battle for good. (which won’t happen ‘coz i’m quite addicted to the game hehehe lol)
- Next on my frustration list, ugh my sleeping pattern. My sleeping pattern is horribly abnormal and I don’t know why! Huhuhu. I don’t sleep at night. AT ALL. And I always have a day in between of my sleeps. I always sleep the next day. That’s so wrong and as much as I wanted to keep my body clock as normal as possible.. I. Just. Can’t. Best example of which is today. I slept last night around 11pm and woke up awhile ago at 4pm. Till then, I haven’t gotten sleep and it’s already 4am!! Time to fix myself up for school! And I bet i’d be able to sleep tomorrow night na. Hay good Lord why is this happening to me!
- Third, my studies. I always tell myself beforehand that I will definitely be a good/responsible student but LAZINESS just keeps on blocking my way. Whenever I try to study, something in me keeps telling me that I am not obliged to that anyway so it would be better to just get some rest or have fun. I don’t wanna be a big disappointment to my mom but I just can’t help not be lazy. Huhu.
- Fourth, my account has been banned from twitter!!!! BV!!!!! I don’t know why but my account cannot be seen on search at all. That explains why I can’t see my hashtag tweets on the stream. It pisses off especially that twitter is one of the sites I usually use! What’s worse is, I just figured it out awhile ago. I tried contacting twitter’s support but I just received and automated reply from them. Ugh, die now pls. -__- I did everything that I can to fix it! I changed my username from “myra400e” to “myra_padilla”, changed my password, disabled all the 3rd party applications etc, but nothing happened!! So much for leaving my very awesome username “myra400e” hehehe kidding. But yeah, i’ve been so frustrated for quite awhile now.
- And lastly, HIS MOM. :-) Am I the only one experiencing some troubles w/ her signicant other’s family? Really? IT SUCKS.. and I need not to explain that further. Huhuhuhuhuhu.
On a side note, I have come to realize that I’ve been sober for months now! Hihihihi! I’m so proud of myself, really! I feel like i’ve gone to rehab or something because drinking alcohol had been one of the strongest vices I have before! Now it’s gone! I actually doesn’t remember how alcohol tastes like anymore. Hehehehe. Cheers for a new me! (isn’t ironic that i used the term “cheers”? oh well!)
I have to quit smoking any time soon, tho………….. hehehehe lol just kidding :p
